- oLD memoRies aRe BacK -

Have been long I have not seen all my old friends.... is about one and a half year ago after my graduation from A level. The last farewell party I miss it too due to the 'busy-ness' of some immigration processes and packing all my stuff. The day I leave, I leave without saying goodbye too. So is like kinda missing the good old times that we spend together - fooling around, bitching around.... ha ha..... you know.... the fun fun time we all have. Even though I am far away from them, we still keep in touch with each other but really very seldom due to the time differences and everyone is always busy with their school works.

Finally, the day I'm waiting for has come, I'm back from Aussie yet still don't have the time to attend any gathering - it sounds pathetic right? Is all because I forced to work so I don't have the time, all my time goes to work, no friends time... Sob..... Sob.... We postpone and postpone our gathering date - I don't know how many times we have change the date and time!? From 22/12, 12pm to 3.30pm; then I have to visit my grandparents on the day so they postpone till 29/12, 12pm at KLCC.

Ah~~ Finally the day has come.... Friends time! We met at KLCC LRT station exit. No specific plan for the day but the 1st thing we think about is our tummy... Yummm~~ lets treat our hungry worms first. So we start the day with a good lunch at Sushi King. We are hungry but we do more talking than eating - I guess we 'eat' the air by talking too much so will be full by then.... hehehe! After some chatting and treats, we when for a second round of treats again. We don't have any specific place to go, all we do is traveling from one spot to another spot for drinks, update ourselves and take lots of pic all day long.

I can't remember much about the details but I think basically that's all about our gathering. Even thought is not that super fun, party type of gathering but it has bring back all the good old memories that we used to have.

- ThE MoMenT tHaT I'm WaiTinG fOr -

I have been away from home for about 10 months.... Being away from home, away from your love ones and family is not an easy job as people think. Even though I enjoy being alone away from home - no parents, no nagging, no mumbling but still, there are some bit and pieces that make you remember all the things and moment that you spend with your love ones and family (even just a little argue moment). When you have problems who can you speak to? Who will lead you to the right path? Who will give you the right solution to solve your problem? Your family? They are all too far away.... Way too FAR...

- The Moment That I Spend Time With Them -

Being away from home, the only people that you can relied on is your friends. Choosing the right friends or bad friends will lead you to a different path and giving you the different solution when you have problem. There are lots of different poeple I meet - friends that who backstep their own friends, friends who treat you as a rubbish, friends that used you then dump you after using you or friends that really treat you as a friends. Actually I have a question.... Is there such thing call true friends? Are true friends really exists?

This is the 'sweet and bitter' that I have been through with my friends for the last 10 months:

- My So Called Twin n Me At The Cafe -

The sweet moment - The first few months, they show me around makes me feel like home. Then more and more happy things happen - clubbing, exploration, crazy time... hell lot of fun! Skipping classes till our exam comes and end, we all share our hard and fun time together.

- Taking a Walk On A Sunny Day -

The day we always spend time together in the park after a heavy day of lectures, tutorials and assignment. When help are needed during assignment period, we all shared together, having OT together and helping out each other to complete the assignment.

- Having OT To Complete The Assignment -

After all the hardworking.... is time for a break to relax our exhausted mind and soul. Drinking and clubbing is how we celebrate our completion and success. Party like crazy....

- On The Way To The Club -

When Falls come, we all enjoy the scenery outside - the golden yellow leaves that fall from the tree, making the moment much more memorable.... taking pictures and playing in the park making us feel like we are back to our childhood....

- It Falls Time -

Exam period is near, during study week, we all share our knowledge and help each other revice... Combined the pass year paper and tips from the lecturers and library, We all stay the night to burn the midnight oil to prepared for out midterm exam...

When the exam ends..... We all celebrate our completion with wine and champaigne and the party time has come... Drunkers all around the room and laugher that brighten up the whole corridor.

- After Exam Celebration -

Who knows? Happy moment has turn into a nightmare.... Those I so called friends backstep me and my 'Twinny'. We help them when they have problems, we spare some money when they dont have and share our food when they can afford to get some.... But, they used us and dump us after we had been through all this hard time together.....

Everything has changed, nightmare has started, fight and arguement; troublemaker; separation.... all has changed a girl's beautiful dream into a scary nightmare! How could this happen? Well.... I guess this is life.

Everyday trouble head to us, no peaceful moment that I can live with, all just a pile of trouble and problems..... At this moment what I can think of is my family - I just wanted to go home.... HOME.... As time passed by, what I wish for is just a little hope that things will turn better and the time passed faster!

My dream come true.... My exam has finished early and the moment that I'm waiting for has come, I'm going home to see my love ones and my beloved family..... This is the moment that I feel saved and happy agian - the nightmare has gone and now the depressed and sad girl's has back to her happy and peaceful life together with her family and her love ones.....

- A SimPle YeT MeMoraBle BirThDaY -

Hey Hey.....

It's 19th of August, guess what day is this? It's my 20th BIRTHDAY!! Hmm..... I know it's my birthday but this year is a bit different compared to the few previous year. This year I'm away from home, no parents, no siblings, they are not going to celebrate my birthday with me.

I did not expect that my friends in Aussie are going to celebrate my birthday with me but the things that I did not expect has come true. A little surprise from a few friends of mine - they bought me a small chocolate cake (thanks to the cake 'sponsorer', Micael) with a '2' and a '0' candle on top which make a perfect 20 on it. They sang a birthday song for me, I make a wish and blew the candle. A very warmed birthday celebration, thanks to all my friends - Muku Thomas, Micael, Lyny and Emmanuel.

- My Birthday Cake -

- Micael , me n Lyny -

- Me n Lyny -

- My Younger and Older 'Brother' -

After a celebration.... the next day, my friend and her husband brought us to Casino for a lovely dinner. We have a very nice meal together then we spend some times together chit-chatting away the whole night and some house wine for the accompaniment.

- At The Casino -

- Having A Milkshake After The Main Course -

- A Meal For My Birthday At Casino -

Even thought this year I did not celebrate my birthday with my family but I have my friends and love ones who celebrate for me. I don't expect to have a very grand birthday party, a very simple birthday celebration can be satisfied. A very simple yet memorable birthday that I ever had..... Thanks people!! =)

- ThE HeaDaChE -

The CNY Holiday is over.......

Still got 2 more days will be leaving, but there's lots of thing I have not pack!! Actually, I have plenty of time to pack but the problem is..... HOW to pack!?

-Look At the MESS-

Day by day, the time past by very fast, now I realised that there is still lots of thing that I have not packed yet, how could it be possible!! Arrgh....... When I look at the mess I do't know wat should I do with the mess. Lots of MESS- Clothes, shoes, cosmetics, towels, sweater even my bed sheet; ALL my personal belongings....... WOW sounds like I'm shifting to a new house again! XD

-MoRe MeSS-

-MeSSssssss-

The other problem is--- I have not get my visa yet!! How could that be?? I am leaving soon, this Thursday!! Is this thursday!! And yet the visa have not been approve!! This give me a headache, real......... HEADACHE. T_T