Monday, January 19, 2009

- ReaLiseD -

The moment I woke up...
I realised that I can't make the day without you.

The moment when I was eating...
I realised that I can't eat without you.

The moment when I do my house chaos...
I realised that without you I can't finish them on time.

The moment when I go to bed...
I realised that I can't sleep without you beside me.

So many thing that we have done together...
All the moment that we spend together...
They flashes through my eyes...
I can see all the black and white that we have done together...
This makes me realised that how important you are...
without you this wold means nothing to me...

But it's to late...
Things has changed...
Things changed fast...
Just within a snap...
No sign of it...
No taste of it...
And no smell of it...
Everything just changed without my noticed...

I realised that people doesn't know how to appreciate things...
As time passed by...
I realised that I have been immunised by all this cold hearted people...
My heart is no longer warm...
It has been numb for quite awhile...
I no longer feel the wound that people put on me...

There is a big changes...
Way too big...
I no longer change back the way I am...
I am tired of what you did to me...
I am really tired and sick of your promises and excuses...
You disappoint me...

Too exhausted that I need a break to gaps some air...
everything just going to safocate me...
After all the break that I got...
I decided to let everything go...
There is no way to turn back...

But finally you realised that you can't live without me...
You apologized...
You think that I'm going to accept it...
I try to say to myself...
Accept the apology...
But it's too late...
I'm sorry that I can't accept your apology...
Once my heart has changed...
There is no way to turn back...

Please appreciate what other do for you...
Treat them a little good...
Do realised earlier that everything that they do for you 'cause they love you...
Don't make them change their heart...
Once their heart has changed...
There is no U-Turn...
It's too late now...
Your realised will just make you regret...

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